Human beings are indeed scary beings…
scary in a sense that on the surface you will never figure out what they have in their mind.. Someone whom may be your friend, may turn out to be your greatest foe.. Someone that lauff with you, may be lauffing at you.. irony isn’t it? Or it is just plain fact of life.
No wonder, people nowadays are so cold..
YUCKS!
Suposingly it should be a Thankful week, a week full of thanks giving.. Monday been great, Tues was good… Come wed… Argh! The Ringing & Ringing, another ring broke my state!
I dislike.. or should i say HATE the ringing sound.. i should say ringing noise. Just want to have some quiet time prior getting to work….. but.. (thus i dislike blasting HP ring tone too.. not only it is deafening, it is irritating as well!)
Just wana share some thought to being thankful in this blog initially.. Now seems like it lose its impact cos i lost it all!
The Pastor in my church shared something that really touch my heart, that we must be thankful for everything. For the Lord is with us at all circumstances. Which we..or at least i fail to realise. He gave a fun illustration on his own experience - during the bad time he had, he even gave thanks to having the fan on his ceiling ("tangible" item that still remained).. How true.. we always over look what we have but look at what we want and should have. Most importantly, being thankful for our family. At good times, bad times they are there for us. At least my parent, my brother are! Phew!! hahah ;P Despite me being irritating & cold at times..
Heck with the Ring, Rang Nonesne.. Just Gonna Be ThankFul for each and everyday. Cause it will be beautiful…
hmm.. don’t know what to post.. just wanna post something.. hiak!
Been quite awhile since the last post…. cos la… Missy D told me that whenever we update our profile or blog, friends in your list will be notify. So i thought… betta not update anything.. in case "irritate" anyone on my list ;P hee….
On top of tat, mine is juz a mindless post….. a post without content.. no intended message …. think i juz want to do some typing.. Argh Ignore me.. I AM OUT OF MY MIND! Have you given thought if one day if you will to lose your mind.. wonder how it will be like? Guess anything around you won’t be important already isn’t it? But that will also mean, will never realise the love and the care around you nor can you shower concern to people around you.
Yes! Caring for people around you is such a wonderful thing to do… Juz by being there. The presence. Yeap.
Yesterday met up with Jess. Really nice… catch up, lauf at the silliest things, talk about the past.. The Jess17, Kelly17.. hmm..i think i started with kelly18 thou.. haha The days whereby we hang around mirc and forum.. Back then it was just so fun.. so bo liaoz.. but for sure it is part of our growing up process.. My bill was HIGH man back then.. Oh well…
Just now was reading her blog.. wah.. wrote about my ‘dalmation’ experience! Surely Kindest! The cycling trip was realli good.. Going up hill was surely not an easy task.. hmm.. i don’t remember we cycle up did we?
The Exxon days, the bus ride to NOL.. the Whoooo……… i see that cute guy… How silly.. but he’s really quite cute lor…….. The days whereby we study together for exam (but i don’t think we really study did we?)
How Nice.. Indeed Jess have been a great part of my life. Love Her Lots man!~
I love Aug 01 2005. Cos it spells PEACE. No fussing of work, no ringing of phones.. Just quietness of my home. Indeed home sweet home.. Feel so love just by being at home, a place whereby i am familiar. A place where no one demand anything out of me. A place where i really be who i am. A place where love is unconditional.
Adore and appreciate such time.
I wanna go on a holiday..
If i have a choice.. i will show the whole world my real self, my real mood!
Now just gona trust the Lord for strength and wisdom to keep me strong and wise.
Where’s my good chirpy old self which i do not know where she has gone to.
1st thing in the Morning, the door bell rang! Darn! Break my compose state into the super grouchy state!Dislike this feeling but i can’t help it.
People juz keep a distance from me.. don’t bother me, don’t talk to me, most importantly don’t irritate the crap out of me! I am just a grumpy soul that’s trap. The phone is ringing.. i do not want to give a damm! SHUT OFF!
Silence is Gold.. I just want to be quiet..quieter then quietest…
Just wanted to be grumpy. It have been Months that i am feeling this way.
Wonder why..
i simply love holidays…. now now i will do whatever it takes to go on a holiday.. Even if i am running low in cash, i don’t care i am gonna go Somewhere!! Save, scrimp whatever… Get far far away from the buzz in life…. get away from reality..
Went Korea in dec.. HK in Jan.. now i am hitting BangKok!
While @ Bangkok.. i love every moment there…. shopping! Yes! lots of walking.. but it doesnt bother me.. what matter is what i have conquer at the end of the day. Tons of wants but not needs.. I Know! When it is time to rest our little feets.. juz pop into any cafe.. chat our time away.. enjoyed the manicure & pedicure.. Work & Fuss Free! NOW tats life!
I want more Holidays means i need more $$$!! Frankly..My earnings now.. can’t support the lifestyle that i want.. Oh well…..juz save and scrimp.. how silly… Cos i want more than Holis!!
Next destination: Japan…… next year perhaps.. but this year end will want to hit Australia!
I want to spoil myself rotten! Yes tomorrow reality strikes again.. phones will starts buzzing again.. YUCKS!
